Feeling a bit overwhelmed and not prepared for all my touring coming up. I mean, I'm ready for it - I know how to tour but this one is a bit more spread out and I have some downtime in between stops which is nice because it means I'm not rushing to get everywhere but it's also like, just days when I won't be making money which is hard on tour. No show days, you look at everything differently. Like food. Most of the time you get to a place and they're feeding you and that rocks but when you're not playing a show you look at food as an annoying expense. Like, why am I buying my own sandwich?
And I get that you may be reading that and thinking “get over yourself Bobbo, I buy my own damn sandwich everyday.” But I'm a little more freaked than normal. I don't have as many guarantee big shows this time which means the likelihood of me coming home in the black is way more challenging and when you look at a sandwich with that thinking, it's just different. That's all I'm saying.
Yeah, I know. I'm going to die broke but hopefully not soon.